Dazed, but definately not confused

I haven't been starting on my plans. I blame it on myself and no one else. Instead of brooding over past mistakes, I'm going to forget about it and make it work the next time, trying again and again.

So after analyzing on mistakes, I realized that I get distracted easily and without a need, be it food, water or nicotine, I simply forget on my priorities and go back into a trance of unproductive daze. So here is the experimental solution: I cut back on giving myself satisfaction and only use it as a reward. The carrot on a stick works on both animals and humans, and we aren't much different anyway; we all aim to survive and replicate.

I need to constantly remind myself of my goals and my desires, primarily due to a spontaneous nature and bad memory (I don't remember being so forgetful when I was younger, that probably means I haven't been using my brain much). So I'm going to write it all on a piece of paper and stick it on the walls of my room, together with motivational quotes and images. I guess sticking a picture of a pretty female on the wall to use it as a motivational idol would most likely to be seen as an excuse, but I'll try it out anyway.

I see people allowing themselves to stop struggling and just remain the same way as they are. One year later, they would probably be the same. This is not okay. I see vast amounts of potential getting wasted, and I do not want to end up in the same state. I'll continue working myself while they waste away. Many have drowned in the waters of mediocrity while making their way across the seas of Life. I want to reach an island and climb to the top. Because winning feels great.

Time's a wastin', now catch up on the wasted years.